never alone

Phi 4:8) Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006


Sometime I thank about God a lot. To the point that I can't sleep. Coming from a back ground that I come from (upc). It is hard for me sometimes to just let go. I like to think that I have some control over my live but then I realize that would make me stronger then him and I'm not. Not by a long shot. If you thank about it it's better that were not in control. He is the light that guides my way. No matter what we are going through he knows the end and is just waiting for us there. We have so many thinks to be grateful for. His son died on a cross for us. People want to make it about things that have no value. In some ways they think that their acts can compare to the suffering that Jesus want though. Why have we become so self-centered? Why do we forget the price he paid? We are his today and tomorrow. If you think that there is something greater then the I AM there's not. To God be the Glory for ever and ever amen.

This time

This time I'm going to blog for quite a while I have started to blog but haven't finished. I really don't have much to say tonight but I just thought I would let everyone know that I am still here.

Thursday, April 13, 2006


I really don't have musch to say today so I'm blogging just because I want to. I just got home from work it was a good night I like working by myself again less drama. My new pup jump up on me and he is muddy. I love pups they are so much fun. messy but fun. I now have 3 dogs and 2 cats. I know without a dought that I am a dog person and not a cat person. But I love them all. Well I'm done.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

It's over

I just got done with a eigth day work week. I'm so glad that it is over. I have the next 3 days off I'll work one and have another 3 off thank God. I'm tried so I'm going to go not to much to say today.

Monday, March 27, 2006


Thank god I'm free to love him. Sometimes we get so wrapped up in ourself that we almost forget what he has brought us from. I'm so thankful for the peace that Jesus has brought to my life. (Joh 14:27) Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

Sunday, March 26, 2006


Well a lot has happened since I last blogged so I'll try to sum things up. First my friend moved in with us. It's Erika,John and her daughter Reagan. Let me tell you three new people in the house is different. Then I was called back to work which is nice to be back sometimes. Then my aunt just passed away a week ago. So needless to say this last month has been a little overwhelming for me. But losing my aunt is hard for me in more ways then one. I was very close to her. She was like a friend,mother,and aunt all in one. And I will miss her greatly. She was 59 years old. She work as a nurse for 40 years she was a great person. She treated everyone the same, like there were all her friends. Her death came very sudden and with out warning. But I just need to take the time to thank God for putting her in my life for the time in which he did. The last month has just been crazy. I've gotten so busy with every thing else that I haven't made much time for my friend Jesus. Last week when we were at the hospital waiting to hear news on my aunt. The hospital Chaplin came in the waiting room to pray with the family. After he prayed he sat in the waiting room with us quietly. Just very peacefully just waiting for a need to be met. I watched him for a little while. He was there cause he really wanted to be, just in case we need him for support. Now that things are settling down I realize that Jesus all month has been setting here beside me holding me very quietly just waiting for me to lean on him, so he can meet my needs. So I just need to take a little time to say thank you, to the one who carries me through. To a friend that is always there and never leave my side. Thank you Jesus you give me peace and you help me understand this life that sometimes doesn't make any since. I know that my aunt is great company now that she is with you. Well miss her here, but there she will be greatly loved.

Monday, February 27, 2006

Clean house

You know, I just wish that they would come out with a pill to clean house. There is a pill for every thing, why can there not be a pill for cleaning house. Right now we are in the mist of repainting all of the rooms in the house. I'm sooooo tried of all the stuff that we have. Moving it from room to room. Right now I really should be cleaning, I just don't know where to begin. So I just decided to stop for the night. There are something that I'm not cut at for and housekeeping is one of them. I will do it, but I don't enjoy it. Just pray for me.

Friday, February 24, 2006


February 24 References:-->Psalm 21:13Be thou exalted, Lord, in thine own strength: so will we sing and praise thy power. Reverend Davis looked down at his hands and shook his head. He was so tired, and he just didn't feel he had anything left in him that people ought to hear. He couldn't understand it. He'd always tried to do the lord's work and lead people to Jesus. He had preached the Gospel every chance he got. He had even achieved a certain level of fame. No one could deny what a powerful soldier for Christ he had been. Reverend Davis just couldn't make sense out of the fact that God wasn't helping him now, when he needed it most. At least God owed him that. Too often we fall into the trap of believing that we do God's work for Him. That's not true. The most we can do is open ourselves to let the Lord do His own work through us. When we try to do it for Him, we can only expect to grow weary. However, when God works through us, we will find a new energy and vitality that we have never experienced before. The Lord is exalted through His own strength, not ours. Open yourself to Him now, and let the true power begin to flow. Prayer: Make me an instrument of Your peace, love, and hope, O Lord. Allow me to serve You, not by my own rules, but Yours. Amen. Would you like your own copy of this devotional?